Side admirer

I am done with my graduation recently and staying up with my sister in Thimphu who had been married and has two kids. My brother-in-law (khotkin) works in one reputed govt. agency. and he has a very charismatic nature; very lively, tall, blond looking guy. I think if he can make up into the film industry, he can be one such star. Thank god! And so lovely that my sister was gifted with such a charming hubby though my sister as well is not a bad looking one. I find it perfectly matching and the proverb "the birds with same father folks together" is proven very right.

BUT the very problem lies here that I am really envying my sister for having such a caring and handsome hubby in her life. I have been staying with them for so long but I have never seen him losing temper or becoming mood off. What a gentleman he is?? Definitely and under secrecy, I am admiring and falling for my in-law. I wish and pray to have a hubby like him in my life. Sometimes even I can't stop the illusion to be a shared partner/hubby of my sister (Polygamy). I know that it is acceptable to have more one partner at a time when some can even have three or four wives and husbands. Moreover, rather than having an extramarital affair as many do I find it reasonable to have two at a time. But what if my action could bring disharmony and create chaos in the family sphere? OR it will be like dishonoring my sister's faith and trust that she had entrusted on me for all those years and it would be kind of paying off the dividend with bad return ("Ta so wai Dren Len Dok Thel gi Jay" and "Chang Len Chu Gi Jay"). And, also I fear the social stigma and gossip-mill that will turn around in a small society like ours.

You may judge me for being so desperate, yes it sounds like but I am not darely desperate. During college and school days, I did receive a couple of proposals from boys but none of them were successful.

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